Saturday, December 10, 2011
Don't live life in fear...
Thursday, December 8, 2011
check it out.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
life is...
difficult.
joyous.
exhausting.
happy.
full.
passionate.
fun.
exciting.
nerve raking.
confusing.
filled.
blessed.
persistent.
colorful.
good.
beautiful.
longing.
frustrating.
unfair.
hard.
fulfilling.
rewarding.
deciding.
guiding.
interesting.
the list could go on and on. these are a few things that "life is..."currently to me. it seems like i am in a constant state of "life is..." and i know that life never stops being any of these things but at times it seems as though they only intensify, leaving me exhausted and puzzled by what is going on. currently i feel like i am surviving, not thriving, not succeeding, not achieving, nothing...i am simply surviving. my head is not even above water and i don't know what to do but daily get up and try my best to accomplish something...when the list of "to dos" keeps growing and growing with no end in sight. even as i write this i can think of a million different things that need to get done and i won't have time for all of them. it is my own fault and i blame no one else but these last 4 months i have felt very overwhelmed. God must be doing something cause i am being stretched and grown.
how will things begin to make sense?
Lord, please continue to lead me and guide me even when i do not know the way. show me what your will is for my life. may you be honored and glorified in all that i do. may my yes always still remain a yes as long as i serve you.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
A great quote...
A Letter of Thanks...
God’s faithfulness
|
God’s provisions
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Enough money
to pay the bills
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Friendship
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Strength
when missing family
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Laughter
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Internet
for communication with loved ones
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Warmth,
even on the coldest night
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Opportunities
to minister to non-believers
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Food
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A home
away from home
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New
opportunities for growth
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New church
family
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Fun
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Safe
travels
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Smiles
from children at church
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Saw the
start of new ministry
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A great
teammate
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God was
always there (even in dark times)
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Preaching
opportunities
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Fellowship
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Learning
moments of grace
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Lent
(Daniel Fast)
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Happy Pear
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Each day
was a new day
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A vast sea
outside my window (Beautiful)
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
a challenge...
a challenge to myself would be for the next three weeks i will focus my postings with ideas/concepts or ponderings that center about a specific topic for that week.
week 1: hope
week 2: faith
week 3: unconditional love
things may change a little but for the most part be looking for words on those three topics :)
and a few more exciting things....God is asking me to say something and i am gonna try to do my best at making his words known and then spoken through me...
Sunday, November 20, 2011
don't know or understand but okay...
Things I am thankful for today:
-God's provision in all areas of my life
-Friends
-Family
-Warmth
-Health
-Safety
-Freedom
-Joy
-Laughter
-Silly adventures with friends
-TWO PENNIES! :)
-Photos (West Bottoms, Kansas City)
-Growth
-Smiles
Sneak Peek of West Bottoms photo-shoot with friends today...
Saturday, November 19, 2011
days like this...
-God time this morning=best way to start the day.
-Slowly getting ready=amazing! :)
-Girl's "craft" morning at College Church of the Nazarene.
-Thinking of new name for "craft" morning=a must.
-quick lunch in the car as i drive to loose park.
-photo-shoot at loose park with a family of 3 and a sister, don't forget the dog.
-drive to meet my roommate and katie for 75% off Old Navy outerwear.
-coffee at Starbuck's for BOGO=yummy holiday flavors.
-homework/finish a paper.
-girl's movie night with spaghetti and chick-flick.
-homework.
-thankful for my life.
God is so good!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
A PROMISE
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
there is this thing...
called faith.
called trust.
called understanding.
called passion.
called kindness.
called joy.
called happiness.
called freedom.
called creation.
called life.
called wisdom.
called friendship.
called...........................................................................................love.
last night i was thinking about what it truly means to reflect Christ into the world. it would be as though we were looking through a mirror and finding in ourselves the reflection of Christ. we (at least i know i do this) begin to distort the very image of Christ because we try to conform to our own ways of doing things, to conform to the happenings of the world, and try to do it all on our own. we miss out of the unexplainable joy of partnering with Christ in the Great Commission, we lose sight of the cross because we are too focused on what the world wants or tells us to become, when Christ has already made it clear. the Bible lets us know what Christ's intentions were by coming to earth and thus leading a life of example to the created ones.
there is so much more to this following Christ thing, and i desire to know full heartedly what it means to be a Christ-like disciple. hopefully as the days of by i will begin to know more of what he is directing me towards. may i learn to love, live, and be more like Christ.
Monday, November 14, 2011
slow
here is another good listen from a group i recently discovered....
Saturday, November 12, 2011
nothing...
just venting. the trees were lovely today. it is always a joy driving down the road and seeing the last glimpse of color surrounded by so much brown. it is as though the leaves are saying, "holding on just a little bit longer to the hope that is inside." so no matter how frustrated i am, i shall sleep with the hope that still sings in my heart. tomorrow i can try to focus on what needs to be done. try to finish strong and try to understand the way in which God is leading me. may his will ALWAYS be done in my life.
night, world. till the morrow, rest well.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
up too late :)
here are a few of the ones i have edited:
Monday, November 7, 2011
raining....
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Artsying
Friday, November 4, 2011
Hope...
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Happening again...
Well, I am going to start writing more because God is showing me so many wonderful things and allowing me space for "artsying" and I just wanna share. So, look forward to finding things about art, music, the Bible, God, nature, pictures, random thoughts, fashion, travel, food, drama, shows, plays, dogs, cats, and anything else that may happen to come to mind. Please feel free to ask any questions and I will try my best to respond...
For tonight...drum roll please....
- Heard this song as I was driving home from work and it spoke right to where I am at in my walk with God
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Aiden...
Saturday, April 2, 2011
A day to remember...
It is difficult to know fully what to say or exactly how to say it because it all seems a little surreal at the moment, as I am sure you all feel the same way.
Papa was, shall we say a unique man with many interesting qualities. I remember when I was little he was always trying to make up stories about how some animal had it out for me, to tell you the truth I was terrified of going in the back field because of what might be out there to get me. Papa was always good for a laugh.
Or one night my family and I had come for a visit and we all decided to go out to Chinese. Kelsie, Tyler, John and Mary Lynn were all there as well, so it was a big party and we were going to celebrate. Well while partaking in our wonderful meal, Papa decided to show off his magical talent of being able to eat one of the spiciest peppers out there. We all watched and waited for Papa to make an utter fool out of him. Papa took the pepper in his normal confident and ever so slight cocky style…we all watched but nothing happened. And then we waited, and waited and waited. Still nothing happened then all of a sudden Papa’s brow started to look shiny and his face was about the shade of a man who had been in the sun too long. Then he said that “darn pepper” burnt a whole in my tongue. We all busted up laughing! J It was hilarious! Papa continued to sweat for the longest time and we went on enjoying our meal while Papa nursed his aching tongue.
Every time I had the privilege of visiting Papa and Grandma, we always did fun and exciting things. Like camping, even though Rachel didn’t like the woods too much. Or I came to visit and they dressed me up in proper cowgirl clothes and we went to the rodeo, where we saw bull riders, cowboys and ponies! J Or the time I came down for Spring Break with one of my Brazilian friends and we were allowed to stay up really late! Or the time we got lost for 6 hours on the backside of a mountain because I told Papa to go the wrong way. We did go out for a nice dinner after that and we eventually had a good laugh. J
Papa also volunteered to be a model for me. Yup, I bet all of you never thought Papa would be a model did you? Well he was a good handbag model! One day I was making purses at the kitchen table and Papa was in a rather good mood and decided that he was going to model my new creations by strutting around the kitchen. I couldn’t stop laughing; I even have photos to prove it. It was quite possibly one of the funniest things I had seen in a while. Never knew Papa had it in him!
Knowing Papa he wouldn’t want a lot of flowery words or drawn out speeches, he would want us to remember him with stories. So hopefully these stories have brought back good memories for some and showed Papa to be the wonderful, caring and spirited man that we all knew him to be.
Papa, I will miss you dearly and hope you have found rest from pains of your illness. So many people will remember you fondly and they will miss you for ages to come. Know I love you dearly and miss you terribly but pray that you have found rest! Love you, Papa!
Friday, April 1, 2011
A hole...
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Courage
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Blessed
Sunday, March 13, 2011
A day...
Saturday, March 12, 2011
four days...
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
...
Dia Numero Uno :)
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Lenting...
3 Then the king ordered Ashpenaz, chief of his court officials, to bring into the king’s service some of the Israelites from the royal family and the nobility— 4 young men without any physical defect, handsome, showing aptitude for every kind of learning, well informed, quick to understand, and qualified to serve in the king’s palace. He was to teach them the language and literature of the Babylonians. 5 The king assigned them a daily amount of food and wine from the king’s table. They were to be trained for three years, and after that they were to enter the king’s service.
6 Among those who were chosen were some from Judah: Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah. 7 The chief official gave them new names: to Daniel, the name Belteshazzar; to Hananiah, Shadrach; to Mishael, Meshach; and to Azariah, Abednego.
8 But Daniel resolved not to defile himself with the royal food and wine, and he asked the chief official for permission not to defile himself this way. 9 Now God had caused the official to show favor and compassion to Daniel, 10 but the official told Daniel, “I am afraid of my lord the king, who has assigned your food and drink. Why should he see you looking worse than the other young men your age? The king would then have my head because of you.”
11 Daniel then said to the guard whom the chief official had appointed over Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah, 12“Please test your servants for ten days: Give us nothing but vegetables to eat and water to drink. 13 Then compare our appearance with that of the young men who eat the royal food, and treat your servants in accordance with what you see.” 14 So he agreed to this and tested them for ten days.
15 At the end of the ten days they looked healthier and better nourished than any of the young men who ate the royal food. 16 So the guard took away their choice food and the wine they were to drink and gave them vegetables instead.
17 To these four young men God gave knowledge and understanding of all kinds of literature and learning. And Daniel could understand visions and dreams of all kinds.
18 At the end of the time set by the king to bring them into his service, the chief official presented them to Nebuchadnezzar. 19 The king talked with them, and he found none equal to Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah; so they entered the king’s service. 20 In every matter of wisdom and understanding about which the king questioned them, he found them ten times better than all the magicians and enchanters in his whole kingdom.
21 And Daniel remained there until the first year of King Cyrus.
Now I am not necessarily asking that God provide dreams and wisdom that he gave to Daniel but I am on a journey of discovery. I want to seek God's will for my life and give Him space to work in me. There are several things in my life that I need help with, things I need clarity on, things that only God may give me an answer to, and things I hope to be challenged with.
So, for the next 46 days I will be on a fruits, vegetables, and water fast. Throughout my fasting time I hope to look at how this fast will affect me mentally, physically, spiritually, socially, and financially. I am going to try and update this on a regular basis throughout Lent to keep track on my own progress but also to be able to have a record of the peaks or valleys or both. Plus, I can post really fun recipes on here for the things I have created. The link at the end of this post is a link to a Daniel Fast website, so if you would like to take a look, feel free and enjoy! :)
THE JOURNEY BEGINS WITH A SINGLE STEP OR IN MY CASE A TUMMY FULL OF PANCAKES, It has been a wonderful "PANCAKE DAY" in the Republic of Ireland.
http://www.daniel-fast.com/
Thursday, February 10, 2011
"Are you listening?"
Pulled...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
A life...well lived.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Random text messages...
God is completely awesome! At times, I begin to doubt my purpose or my reason for being here in Ireland. Why did God bring me here? Why did I accept to go here? Was this of my own volition or does God have specific plans for me being here? And, if so God would show me the way.