Saturday, December 10, 2011

new photos...







Don't live life in fear...

Random lyrics that keep popping into my brain as I am writing a paper, while at work...don't worry, the kids are in bed. :)


"Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,

You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray...."
-Sidewalk Prophets-


Thursday, December 8, 2011

check it out.

a dear friend showed me this when i really needed it. you know who you are and now every one else can enjoy it too. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QO50jHl2LLY

Guiding Light
by 
Foy Vance 

Sunday, December 4, 2011

find your focus...

what are you doing all of this for?

find your focus.

find your hope.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

life is...

overwhelming.
difficult.
joyous.
exhausting.
happy.
full.
passionate.
fun.
exciting.
nerve raking.
confusing.
filled.
blessed.
persistent.
colorful.
good.
beautiful.
longing.
frustrating.
unfair.
hard.
fulfilling.
rewarding.
deciding.
guiding.
interesting.

the list could go on and on. these are a few things that "life is..."currently to me. it seems like i am in a constant state of "life is..." and i know that life never stops being any of these things but at times it seems as though they only intensify, leaving me exhausted and puzzled by what is going on. currently i feel like i am surviving, not thriving, not succeeding, not achieving, nothing...i am simply surviving. my head is not even above water and i don't know what to do but daily get up and try my best to accomplish something...when the list of "to dos" keeps growing and growing with no end in sight. even as i write this i can think of a million different things that need to get done and i won't have time for all of them. it is my own fault and i blame no one else but these last 4 months i have felt very overwhelmed. God must be doing something cause i am being stretched and grown.

how will things begin to make sense?

Lord, please continue to lead me and guide me even when i do not know the way. show me what your will is for my life. may you be honored and glorified in all that i do. may my yes always still remain a yes as long as i serve you.